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i'm at mikey's and leslie's house babysitting now. i'm soooo excited!! i get paid $40 a day! i play guitar, and lately i've been usuing a friend of my parent's cheep yamaha acoutic, but with this money i'll have enough to buy my own electric guitar!! by today i'll have $120!! which is enough to buy a Squier-Bullet Electric Guitar or a Squier-Mini-Strat!! i'm going crazy. i've wanted an electric guitar for FOREVER!! and now, i have a chance to buy...my OWN. omg omg omg hyper fentalating!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, calming down. i'm hoping that i can ask my dad, to take me into his work on friday (he works in richmond) and durning his lunch break or something, he can drive me up to Sam Ash, where i can buy my guitar! i'll borrow the amp he uses for his base, until i get a little more money from babysitting these two. which will only take 3 days. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i'm gonna get and FENDER!!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

breath, breath, i am OK, i am...fine. fine fine fine. ok well something that's about to make me cry. why did steve have to go?????? steve, on Blues Clues. why did he have to leave? i love Blues Clues...but he left!! he left me! joe, HISS HISS. he's ok, but i don't like him. i heard some rumor, that steve left to go play in some heavy metal band. if this is so, WHY?? WHY ART LEAVE MEITH BEHIND?? :tear tear: 'nobody, knows the trouble i've been through, nobody know's my sorrows...'

man, i don't want to go to church tonight! i'm probably gonna do what i usually do. zone out while listening to my music. i went to the library today, and i got a Smashing Pumpkims cd. the one that has Bullet with Butterfly Wings. i love that song. i'm gonna cry. i want my guitar sooo bad. i love playing. whenever i get really pissed, i'll go for a LONG bike ride. i usually come back hardly tired, but when i just go for a regular bike ride, when i'm not angry/sad, i get tired riding 3 blocks. anyway, my friend say's i'm putting out my emotions instead of my energy. which is probably true. anyway, i go for a long bike ride, probably listening to The Who along the way, screaming out the lyrics. then i come back home, and play my guitar. it always makes me feel so much better. well, now i'll have my dream coming true. i'll have my own electric guitar. so, when i get really mad, i can turn my brand new Marshall amp up all the way, and just jam.

:sigh: i'll really need that guitar soon. my best friend in the whole world is moving away. she's pretty much my life support. if something's bugging me, i'll tell her. and you know how sometimes you tell someone your problems, and you feel alot better?? well, thats how it is with me. i always tell her stuff, and she tells me stuff. yea yea i know even though she's moving away, i can email her, and talk to her on aol, or DUH call her. but...she helps me get through the day. when the stupid dumbass friends act dumbassy, then, she's there. and when i feel left out, she's there, and well, when having any type of trouble, she's there. unless she's at karate... so i'm gonna need that guitar alot when she moves. which is in about a week and a half. hopefully i won't go Pete Townshed on it.man, when i watch The Who on that DVD of theirs, it makes me jump whenever i see them throw their guitars or the drums. :sigh: man, i'm gonna miss her. i'm really gonna cry. espically listening to Gyliserne by Bush. (don't ask...) i gotta fix them dinner in about 25 mintues. i'll probably pop in a Tony's Pizza. that would be the eaisiest thing to do. except i need someone to remind me not to use a butter knive to cut it. i guess i shouldn't eat any of their pizza because when i get to church they're gonna give me some pizza. hmmm what to talk about. i don't really know right now. so i'll go and watch the Teletubies with the little dudes. :shivers: those things are freaking demented!!! well, that'll be all for now, and probably today. ttyl





It may be true that I'm your 3rd man girl, but its a FACT that I'm a 7th son.
-The White Strips



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i'm at mikey's and leslie's house babysitting now. i'm soooo excited!! i get paid $40 a day! i play guitar, and lately i've been usuing a friend of my parent's cheep yamaha acoutic, but with this money i'll have enough to buy my own electric guitar!! by today i'll have $120!! which is enough to buy a Squier-Bullet Electric Guitar or a Squier-Mini-Strat!! i'm going crazy. i've wanted an electric guitar for FOREVER!! and now, i have a chance to buy...my OWN. omg omg omg hyper fentalating!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, calming down. i'm hoping that i can ask my dad, to take me into his work on friday (he works in richmond) and durning his lunch break or something, he can drive me up to Sam Ash, where i can buy my guitar! i'll borrow the amp he uses for his base, until i get a little more money from babysitting these two. which will only take 3 days. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i'm gonna get and FENDER!!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

breath, breath, i am OK, i am...fine. fine fine fine. ok well something that's about to make me cry. why did steve have to go?????? steve, on Blues Clues. why did he have to leave? i love Blues Clues...but he left!! he left me! joe, HISS HISS. he's ok, but i don't like him. i heard some rumor, that steve left to go play in some heavy metal band. if this is so, WHY?? WHY ART LEAVE MEITH BEHIND?? :tear tear: 'nobody, knows the trouble i've been through, nobody know's my sorrows...'

man, i don't want to go to church tonight! i'm probably gonna do what i usually do. zone out while listening to my music. i went to the library today, and i got a Smashing Pumpkims cd. the one that has Bullet with Butterfly Wings. i love that song. i'm gonna cry. i want my guitar sooo bad. i love playing. whenever i get really pissed, i'll go for a LONG bike ride. i usually come back hardly tired, but when i just go for a regular bike ride, when i'm not angry/sad, i get tired riding 3 blocks. anyway, my friend say's i'm putting out my emotions instead of my energy. which is probably true. anyway, i go for a long bike ride, probably listening to The Who along the way, screaming out the lyrics. then i come back home, and play my guitar. it always makes me feel so much better. well, now i'll have my dream coming true. i'll have my own electric guitar. so, when i get really mad, i can turn my brand new Marshall amp up all the way, and just jam.

:sigh: i'll really need that guitar soon. my best friend in the whole world is moving away. she's pretty much my life support. if something's bugging me, i'll tell her. and you know how sometimes you tell someone your problems, and you feel alot better?? well, thats how it is with me. i always tell her stuff, and she tells me stuff. yea yea i know even though she's moving away, i can email her, and talk to her on aol, or DUH call her. but...she helps me get through the day. when the stupid dumbass friends act dumbassy, then, she's there. and when i feel left out, she's there, and well, when having any type of trouble, she's there. unless she's at karate... so i'm gonna need that guitar alot when she moves. which is in about a week and a half. hopefully i won't go Pete Townshed on it.man, when i watch The Who on that DVD of theirs, it makes me jump whenever i see them throw their guitars or the drums. :sigh: man, i'm gonna miss her. i'm really gonna cry. espically listening to Gyliserne by Bush. (don't ask...) i gotta fix them dinner in about 25 mintues. i'll probably pop in a Tony's Pizza. that would be the eaisiest thing to do. except i need someone to remind me not to use a butter knive to cut it. i guess i shouldn't eat any of their pizza because when i get to church they're gonna give me some pizza. hmmm what to talk about. i don't really know right now. so i'll go and watch the Teletubies with the little dudes. :shivers: those things are freaking demented!!! well, that'll be all for now, and probably today. ttyl





It may be true that I'm your 3rd man girl, but its a FACT that I'm a 7th son.
-The White Strips



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Look, I gotta go, yeah I'm running outta change
-BEC