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September 29, 2004

Mood: Content
Music: Jesus of Suburbia - Green Day

I probably spelt that wrong... but please forgive me. I'm so pathetic, I've been listening that CD all day long... and all night too. I've already learned 3 of the songs on the guitar, and I'm working on the drum tabs. Yes, my life is EXTREAMLY pitiful... but yea.

School today... was... ok, and... er, interesting. This guy I've been crushing on (hehe... that sounded so stupid) Chase, is 'gothic' and he's sooo HOT. Well, right in front of his CHEATING girlfriend, (though he doesn't know about her cheating) he gave me a big hug, and put his arm around me. How cool right? When he gets online, we always talk in weird convo's and well, amazingly, he thinks I think just like him and that I'm cool as ... 'shit'. Yay!

Anyway, the way I met him was really strange. One of my best friends was going out with him to a movie, and asked me to come along. Well, I was like, uh no. But, she came over to my house and dragged me there. While I was, we were watching the Haunted Mansion. REALLY bad movie. Anyway, I feel asleep after a half an hour of them making out. Really weird how he kept talking to me. I thought he'd think I was some nerd hanging out with someone way to cool for my own self. But, he did, and now we're pretty tight. I've actually had the bravness (stupid word) to tell him I think he's cute. So, uh, yea.
His girlfriend is one of my x's and ... ugh. She's pretty, but a total slut.

Strangly, one of my best friends is in love with me!! She told me she really wanted to ask me out, but was scared on what I'd say! So instead when her boyfriend Josh asked her she gave a hurried yes. Strange huh? Also, one of my close friends feels the same way. But she has a boyfriend of almost a year, Sam. Who is really nice, and I'd like them to stay together. Sam's sort of slow... not all to great lookin to me but, he's really nice.

Well, I'd say alot more, but I don't wanna 'Ramble On'. So ttyl and I'll hopefully fill you in on more of my pathetic life. Peace!


The Representative from California has the Floor

Zieg Heil to the President Gas man
"Bombs Away" is your Punishment
Pulverize the Eiffel Towers
Who critize your Goverment
BANG BANG goes the broken glass
Kill all the fags that don't Agree
Trails by fires setting Fires
Is not a way that's meant for Me

Just Cause - just cause because we're outlaws YEA!

- Green Day


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-BEC



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