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October 17, 2004

Music: Something off of the GC Cd
Mood: Worried

Ok, well, my mother wants me to apply to the art school in Petersburg -_- . I know I probably won't make it. Sabri says I write just MARVOUSLY! but, I think it's a piece of crap. I write in really strong emotions take over. Anyway, to apply you need a portfolio. It has to consist of 3-4 pieces of my 'highest quailty work'. It can ether be a poem, short story, song lyrics, or an orginial screen play. 0.o PROBLEM I hardly show my work to ANYONE let alone what I think is the 'Highest quailty'. I mean, what might be really great to me... might suck to the head officers of the school! And vice versa. Then after that I need to write an essay on why I would like to be accepted. Well, personally I don't want to. Because it's no 'art' school. It's an escape haven for preps. There are no 'Artist' there, or 'Punks'. No, the kids who get accepted are the suck up teacher pets happy family, I got good grades but no sense of creativity, people. :sigh: I do NOT want to go! I know I'm gonna work hard, and maybe even embarasse myself. I mean, what would happen, if the head officers read my stuff... and just sit there and laugh! My friends try to cheer me up and get me to apply... but, I hate the idea. We keep this answer/journal thing in English. My teacher's reading our class this weekend, so I'll ask her about mine tomorrow. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. Also, I cuss when I write. Sometimes it is a bit over done, and I will tone it down for the portfollio... but uh, they better let an occasional -damn- or -shit- go through! If not, screw that school!

I've always been afraid to place my stuff on the internet because, someone might steal it. (parinoid sorry) But, I'll put some stuff here on my blog for you dudes to read if you're really board. I'd like it if ya'll would comment on it if you got a chance! I'll probably have a little something typed up from my -underground writing chamber- (I have bout 20 notebooks of random crap and stories I started but never finished under my bed) for you to read.
Ta ta!


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