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February 20, 2005

I'm having a great time at sabrina's. We watched Cellular last night with her family. Which was AWESOME by the way. I want one of the songs they play in it... but I can't seem to get my hands on it. :sniff sniff: Anyway, we also watched 2 older movies. Shallow Hal, and the Blair Witch Project. When the Blair Witch Project was really big... I never watched it. Plus I thought it would scare the crap outta me so that I'd have to tell my parents I'd watched it. Which... at the time they didn't want me too. Well, get this. Signs scared me more then the Blair Witch Project. Oh, yeah. In the movie I was like NO STOP ARGUING YOU IDIOTS AND JUST F*ING GET OUTTA THERE! STOP STOP STOP! Yeah... plus, I used to be some weird kid and hang around the deep woods when I was a kid...

Anyway... it pains me to just think about school. Seriously... it does. The post bellow was made by an upset me. Trying to let go... but not exactly able since I didn't wanna cry my guts out in front of Sabri... But... school's gonna be hell. So what will I do? What I've done for the past 3 years... walk in, walk out. not give a shit. And pray... hope and fucking pray... that my mom gets transfered to another church. Hope and pray...

The funny thing about that statement above... is even though I've been trying 3 years...I haven't quite gotten that formula down. I haven't exactly been able to shut out the world completly. I suck at that.


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