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May 21, 2005

Music: City of Blinding Lights by U2

well, yesterday was... god i don't quite know how to say it. it was ok. i was shipped off on some school thing. i hung out with the 'geeks'...which are amazingly good at poker. but...you know i beat thier tails at Hearts. heh heh, my family game. lol. anyway, it was all great until all these people came up to me asking me if i was gay. the stupid prep bitches were at it again. i got home...with no one there. upset...that everything was going wrong... i ran up to my room and strapped my guitar to my back. climbing out of my window, i jumped onto the roof. it overlooked our small backyard and the railroad tracks across the road. the sky was gray, and the wind was starting to pick up. i sat up there... playing songs... trying to wash away whatever crazy emotions i had. well, i started playing All I Want Is You... which is by U2. as soon as i got to the interlude or whatever where ether bono or the edge says all i want is you several times. and as i got to this, i started screaming it... and the rain started to sprinkle...and the wind began to blow. it was if nature was jumping in and playing along right with me. anyway...i didn't get too wet. there's a little plastic that sticks out over that bit of roof. it's the roof of the car port...so...yeah hard to explain. it was magical to me. and afterward...i didn't feel as bad. i usually wouldn't care about what they have to say or anything. it's just... it feels like i chose sides in a fight a long time ago. freaks against preps. and now... all the freaks are leaving and becoming friends with the preps and i'm left alone.

ha...sorry for all the sorrow. i should be really excited you know? i'm going to the y101 birthday bash...and i get to see kasabian. WOOHOO!!! CHRIS I LOVE YOU!!!!! WOOOO


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